LYN GOERINGER


 
(Sleeper Train 19:01 - from Commute Series, Vol. I)

Sounding the Void I work primarily with sound. As a medium, it is one that encompasses both time and space, and has been used in rituals throughout human history. Sound carries power, and is often linked to the beginning of the universe. In many of the worlds religions, past and present, the universe begins with a sound. Even in scientific theories, the event is sonic- the big bang. This is the starting point, that sound. But sound has to come from somewhere, it has to travel through something (air, water, some form of matter) in order to resonate. In germanic mythology (which is the operating model I often work from), in the very beginning there was the ever stretching, expansive void Ginnungagap. Surrounding this void were two places: Muspellheim, composed of fire, and Niflheim, composed of ice. From the sparks of Muspellheim and the water that melted from Niflheim, a mist rose up. From this mist came Audhumla, the primordial cow, who licked the first being out of the rime frost that coated the ground beneath Her. This hermaphroditic frost-giant was named Ymir, and was given credit for emitting the first sound. It is in this mythos of void that I ground my own process of creating. By void, I do not mean specifically a vacuum, as the word is often used. I use this word as a sense of space, in particular, a magical space. Void is just as complex as non-void (non-magical space), just as paradoxical. Void can exist not only as a pregnant space, but also as negative space, where the space is vast and empty. This negativity is that of the electrical negative- the pole that must exist in order to create an equal and balanced flow. In this paradoxical situation, Void creates an infinite topological space, a multi-dimensional system that expands ever outward as a continuous self-same model of an oroborus. The atom is in its own right the model of Ginnungagap, as void(nucleus)-fire(proton)- ice(neutron), and also can be seen as the nucleus (the art idea itself)-proton (the collection of creative-progenic energies of both fire and ice), and the neutron (the void as interface through which the idea and creative energies must flow in order to interface with the world). The void in this essence becomes both the hidden and the present. It is an ever expanding universe that is conversely contracting and extracting at the same time. To access void, I begin with introspection. This moment of introspection, of stillness, is encompassed by the pedestrian language of ice. This is the language of non-action, of silence, of inactivity. But ice offers more than stillness— it is more than observation. Sitting still holding a cup of ice, watching it slide around as it melts on the bottom of the glass, it moves very quickly. It is not as slow as I would think it is, it is not static. Unlike a river, it does not flow from one point of origin. When ice begins to melt, it moves oh-so-quickly, as it dissolves from each exposed point. The eye cannot capture it in its entirety, and this loss of vision must be accepted. I am reminded directly of John Cage and his thoughts on silence, that silence is framed by space where random sounds intrude where we believe there aught be none. Just as true silence is only absence of intention, ice teaches me on a daily basis that stillness, too, incorporates this absence. If you listen to recordings taken on the icy floes in the arctic circle or in antarctica, when the ice begins to shift it sounds like a freight train moving. There is a grinding sound, compressed and moving fast, with a background crackle like a muffled fire. It is the sound of a massive force that you would want to run away from, but standing on glaciers and ice masses, you would not be able to. Once, when I was a child, I stood over a river on a massive sheet of ice that had formed over it. I heard a crack, the distinct sound of glass fracturing, and stood absolutely still. Standing there, heart racing while sweat formed under my winter clothes, I thought of the massive cuts I would receive should the block break free. Each movement back to the land cautious in an effort to keep the fracture from getting deep enough to collapse. Ice does not sit idly by, rather it waits for the perfect moment of change. Beyond the false-stillness of ice lies the power of creation, the power of generation. This creative/destructive force is easy to see in plants, as many plants and seeds require freezing, or at the very least, long exposure to cold conditions, to germinate. Action and stillness combine in the freezing process of the seed. Even in its most seemingly inactive state, it is working continuously, preparing to spring forth anew. Fire is a paradox as well. Spreading quickly, fire destroys homes and forests in minutes. When holding fire, even in the minute form of a candle, one must work slowly. Too much air at first (through quick movement or otherwise), and it will extinguish. Once established, if you it gets too much air, the flames will burn out of control. Because of this, it is best to move slowly and deliberately. The air flow must be regulated, and to best keep the fire contained, an earthen vessel must be used. I find it extremely relevant that fire requires earth to contain it, and ice requires earth to insulate the seed as a medium of growth. Earth acts as the mediator for both fire and ice, keeping it from acting to its very extremes of destruction. In germanic mythology, it is from the combination of fire and ice in void-space that the first layer of ground emerged, upon which Audhumla nursed Ymir. Void is the seeming antithesis of fire and ice. In magical terms, void can be seen as the Aether, the point of unknowing from which all things can spring. Ginnungagap is described as a gaping void and as a creative and magic filled space. It is the point beyond the sun and stars, the point beyond what we can see with our mundane eyes. In eastern philosophical terms, it can be viewed as the intersection of Mu and Ma. Mu is often viewed in american zen practices as the emptiness found through extended meditation practices, the absolute quieting of the mind. Linguistically, it inhabits a negative space, a connotation of lack, or non-. Ma, however, is representative of the empty space between things. In essence, it is both the vacuum of space, and the space between the stars. It is in void– the vacuum, the empty space– that the unknown is found, when combined with sparks and embers, and condensation from icy stillness where mist forms. The faint glimmer of creation, obscured from awareness is subtle in its initial development. It is these moments of stillness and fire, the moment of pregnancy that I wrestle and grapple with. It is these four instances- the fires of Muspellheim, the stillness and reflection in the ice of Niflheim, the vacuum of Ginnungagap, and the fog that rises from the culmination of these three states of existence that form the ictus of my w(W)ork. A micro-polyphony, the pulse unknown, coming perhaps from the clouds themselves, the flickering moments of molecular movement flowing in and out, from steam to cloud to rain and back again. This ever constant flux generating art and sound and life– The substance that rises from void is what I work to reflect, by framing the rising mist with earth that comes from within, taking instances of fire and ice from the surrounding landscape to keep it constantly breathing and moving (imbibing it with önd, or breath/spirit.) In an improvised performance the listener/observer may witness the fire/ice/void creation as a living entity as I attempt to embody its manifestations. The moment of stillness, of spark, of reaching into the void unsure of what will emerge, a constant flux present on stage. This is the work of ritual, this act of performing live with the void at my feet. Each performance, an act of embodiment of the primal state of creation. With electricity and to create the sound, and the stillness of the sounds I choose, traveling in space, I am able to direct them to the void, in order to bring the Will of myself and of my audience to the fore.
_________________________________________________ Lyn Goeringer is a composer/sound artist/performer who currently lives in Rhode Island. Her works focus on in depth explorations of space, place and the hidden ideologies of Public. www.lyngoeringer.com | vimeo: lyn goeringer | chrysalisvoidmind.blogspot.com